I won't really go into my emotions today. I will keep it light and cheery. Let's just say that I miss certain things in life so much - T being such a huge one! I have gone from really wanting him home to really needing him home. I am having a hard time with my emotions today and a hug from T would save me from the hole that I seem to jump in when no one is around. I have determined today that, if it weren't for T and I being together, I would not stay in Tucson. If T left me tomorrow, I would go home to those who really know me and understand me. I miss my family so much...especially tonight. I love you guys.
No stories from the gym. Amber met me and we did a good hard hour of cardio and abs. She is very happy right now. A new boyfriend, a new apartment, a new life. I am so happy for her. She deserves it...it's about time.
There's a scary spider right outside the screen door to the backyard. I can't tell if he is dead or not. I leaped about 2' past him as I went outside to water my onions this morning. He didn't move. Nor did he when Jackson went past him to go to the bathroom. Looks like a very young wolf spider. I hate those things. I hear they are good because they eat the insects you don't want. But, if they are meant to be good, they should look more warm and not so fuzzy! They are very creepy looking.
My seeds are growing very well! The Saran Wrap tenting them must be the magic. My tomatoes are really looking good! I am excited to get the garden built so that I can get everything going!
I'm sorry, this blog is just gonna suck. I really don't have much to talk about, I am pretty down tonight and I guess I am not very creative with words. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
1 comment:
we miss you too and thank goodness you didn't write a long one tonight 'cause i'd feel guilty for writing such a short response. everyday can't be a trip to DQ...it'll get better in a couple of days..hang in there..we love you..aaats,DAD
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